my ma's eyesight worsen again... she saw things abnormally again... if something happen to her... i think... i'll stop schooling... i will go work... and support my bro... my dad simply cant provide for us de... haiz... worst come to worst... yah... i duno what i work as... salesgirl? i duno... i just know, if reli something happen to my ma and she cant work anymore... i will have to go to work, even if she doesn't allow... yah...
it's not worth it to die for someone like *... i regretted msging *...yah... haiz... pray hard that my swear wont come true..haha... but on the other hand, i want * to regret forever... whatever... * is a jerk, man... i have a pact with tjy, c who will msg our ex first... if she msgs her ex first, den she loses.. and vice-versa... same for me...lame.. ha... but it'll definately help me in forgetting *... yah...
liyong told me many stuff today... haha... he's reli talented and funny... reli talented... yah... knows how to compose his songs.. cool man!!! :)
no matter what happens, i wont cry... i believe miracles will happen (for my ma's case)... even if there's no miracles, i still wont cry... cux crying is a form for weakness... im a strong gal... im a brave girl... nothing will beat me down... yah... i wont cry... i wont allow a drop, not even half a drop of tear to roll down my cheeks... i wont allow...
gladys, jiayou k? you can do it de! my mum will be alright... everything will be fine...