today handed in the pink form le... yupz... i dropped bio!!! hmmz... i want to spend the time i study for bio to study other subjects... and "convert" my worst subj into my best subjs... i will do it and i must!!! hee... anyway... since i'd alr decided, i wont look back anymore... or regret... i'l move on adn make sure i'll study hard... yupz...
"Crying means you do not believe in miracles..." i want to believe in miracles... hence, from now on, i WILL NOT be a crybaby anymore... i promise i wont allow my tears to flow like tap water... i promise i wont cry for anyone or anything (unless it's for my families) yupx yupx...
after reading *'s blog... i relise that * is enjoying life now... and has managed to move on quite well... i guess * forget abt me le... but anyway... it doesn't matter... i reliase that aft reading *'s blog, i dun feel angry that why * never say anything abt me or why * is still so happy... i dun feel angry or sad at all... i feel... happier... glad to know that * is okie... and is moving on and life still goes on normally for *... yupz... is this good or bad? does it mean that i also have moved on? i dun think so... i think it's just that i reli still care for * and still have feelings ba... yupz... anyway... good that * is doing fine!!!
maybe... i should move on? actually, i m trying very hard to forget... and still trying! jiayou, gladys! :) hee...
i feel happier and relieved aft handing up my form.. cuz i know that my decison is set.. yupz.. :)
in sch, i feel not very comfortable woth certain pple... haiz... but not convenient to say, though i seriously think that person or people dun read my blog... never mind.. shall tell doreen... hee... safer... :) :) :)