Everynight, i cry myslef to sleep
everynight i have You on my mind
everynight i want to end my life

Every morning, i woke up finding dried up tears on my cheeks
every morning, i think of You the moment i open my eyes
every morning i regretted not ending my life the night before

I hate this kind of life i am leading now
i don't know what to do
i can't move on
i can't forget You
i am feeling really terrible now

Why?
why can't we lead the kind of life we had in the past?
why can't You love me again?
is freedom and friends that important to you
more important than Love?
Why did you choose Freedom over Love?

In the past, whenever i felt sad over my family problems
i would still be happy
because i know i still had You
You to love me in every way

But now?
i feel that there's no one there to help me
no one to save me
no one to love me
where are you?
why can't we be togther again like how we used to in the past?

i thought of taking my life away
now, i still have this thought
i know it is very childish
irresponsible
selfish
But i can't help it

If you want me to let you go
then, who will let me off from all this shit i am going through now?!

i don't know how to move on
i don't know how to live on

Everynight, i think of what to do
Every morning, i wake up still not knowing what to do.