i promis doreen, samantha, jy, wayne and myself... that I'll never cry anymore...I'll never shed a tear for * anymore...if a tear ever roll down from my eyes again, they will scold me, slap me, ignore me or send me to mental hospital...im serious...and i'll be a loner...


gladys, can you just be more sensible? and wake up!!! it's over! it's gone! it's impossible!!! pls, i beg you to wake up... move on, girl... move on!!!


ok...since i alr promis them le, i must keep my promis... i cant break any promis...i hate pple who break promises...so i cant do that also... yupx!


[simple thoughts] i duno if i will cont to wait or wat...but for sure, i wont fall in love in anyone for the next 20 years or so...i think only by then, i can overcome my fear of a relationship... thanks for teaching me that love isn't anything on this world... and that nothing is forever in this world... i've learnt to stand up...i've learnt to fall in love and out of love... thanks for teaching me all these... but i've yet to learn to overcome this fear... hopefully someday i will...


also...thanks for making me lose everything... lose my motivation to do anything...my motivation to wake up everyday...thanks for ruining my life...just...i want to thank you for teaching me so many logics and facts...


thanks for those wunderfool memories..which have now become a painful past...