yest i was typing my blog.den the com hang. haiz.den it died. just now just got the repair man to repair. now okie-dokie le. ha. haiz. yest wanted to blog something happy de. but iya. never mind now lo. yah. den cuz of this incident, i made someone angry and my effort of the past few days have gone to waste. haiz... :( :( :(


[simple thoughts] i think im very numb. i mean, i understand that you find it very very difficult, almost impossible to love me again. im supposed to feel very sad. yes, i m sad. but im also beginning to accept it. and i reli feel very numb. i know i still love you alot and dun wan to lose you. but, i just dun say out. i guess it's the numbness. haiz. maybe numb is a good wayout for me. maybe? duno...