i told myself tt this week is not for me le. i had a bad start this week. cux of me and my stupid curiosity. i shouldn't have asked about your nick. forget it.


now here im. sitting in front of the com. din go to sch. cux i sprained my leg yest while playing tennis. i lost my first match. so angry at myself. den when i went for the second one, when i was running back to get the ball.. my ankle just gave me up. whatever. yah. just went to see the sinseh. he said i not only hurt my nerve, but also the 'soft bone' (ruan gu). duno la. haiz. duno when den can heal... hopefully by nationals can le lo. if not so poor thing. cant play at all..


i reli hate myself arh!!! /:(


[simple thoughts] i tot you would care for me alot. i tot you would be very worried. i tot our r/s improved alot. i tot you like me again. it's actually my own wishful one-sided thinking. haha. go on and laugh at me ba. i dun giv a damn anymore.