tennis team is not quite the same as i know of in the past.. sad... haiz.. i seriuosly dun understand what had haapened... it's like.. there's a major communication breakdown between many pple.. i seriously dun understand pple somethimes have to hide things or cant say it out.. or trash it out or what.. there shouldn't be any secrets de lo.. secrets will only lead to more disputes and upsets.. haiz... i duno.. mayb im sensitive.. i reli duno..


i reli duno what to say about the team.. feel so alone.. and helpless.. i dun wan to see all these..


but.. dun worry! im sure there'll be sunshine after rain.. so why worry?? :) im sure the tennis will get better... very soon.. cux got me mah.. haha.. (sorry.. im just humoring myself.. )


today so sad la.. only caught a glimpse of bunny.. and somemore it's only towards the end of the day den saw him la!!! haha... so funny.. i dare not look at him into his eyes.. oh no.. as useless as phee.. haha.. hmmx...


[simple thoughts] feel that my life is getting better.. i dun keep all those sad stuff in my mind.. i make it a point that i'll start everyday a brand new day.. and i'll only remember the happy stuff.. yupx yupx. im very sure.. soon, i'll get over YOU! hng..