yesterday had wakboarding... it's reli so fun!!! haha... but too bad im not in the same shift as bunny... haiz... so sad... cant get to see him wakeboard... haiz... but it's okie la.. overall had FUn! yeah! so happy.. haha... get to learn how to wakeboard... and i reli did manage to stand on a wakeboard okie! haha... so cool! to have water and the wind blowing at your face... wow... we started off using a rod near the boat de.. den we use the rope thing during our third try... so cool.. but it's reli very difficult to try to get into the 3rd position (which is turn sideways)... hmmx.. i reli want to try again haha... but very difficult to grip tight, and my skin on my palms got peeled off.. *ouch* haha.. but it's okie la... it's the FuN tt matters.. haha... it's quite safe actually, when you follow closely to their instructions la.. haha... sean and chang were so pro la! they manage to stand on the rope for very long time.. wow..


i just read abt what crystal forwarded to me abt what chris tot of the proposal.. den i cried immediately... *so stupid* i reli duno la... i mean, ok, i admit it's my fault. i forgot to change whatever they asked me to. Sorry. but i seriously dun understand what they meant by some stuff... i mean, i reli dun understand la... den how? ok, my fault. never mind... i guess im just reli stupid and useless. sorry k.. yuppx... i reli feel so sian diao and duno what... forget it... i guess have to do it again and TRY to understand what they wan from me...


[simple thoughts] are you doin well?