do you know tt many times i almost fell out with awping cux of you? many of my friends (those who know abt us) told me before tt dun trust you so easily. they dont have any good impreesion of you. only one of my best friends told me to go with my heart. yet, i told them tt im confident tt you are a nice guy. you are not like any jerks out there. haha. major joke. now, i finally get what they mean. i reli shouldn't have trusted you so much. im stupid la. forget it. thanks for making me a failure.


mayb what awping said is right... nono, im sure what awping said all along are right. ha. i finally see the big picture... im wrong all along... i chose not to believe a great guy, and believe a jerk. den now, i say i wont believe anyone. what nonsense am i talking abt? haha. haiz. whatever it is. i wont believe in any guy anymore. haha. maybe i should just be a les! haha.. nonsense. im spouting rubbish. pls dun ever take it too seriously. haha...


i think im a failure. always believing in the wrong person.


after talking to awping. i felt much better. thanks for scolding me so much! haha.. and thanks for saying things tt i want to hear. haha... thanks ping. you rock. :)