sad sad sad!!! i just bot a new pair of slippers and guess what? it got stolen!!! i went to zhengyi's hse today and i left the shoe outside... and when i was abt to leave, my slippers were gone!!! argh! i bet it's some garung-guni man stole it. mad mad mad plus sad sad sad. so sad tt i cried when i left his house. i cried so hard!!! the slippers are not expensive, buut given my family condition... hmm, it's reli very xin tong la!!! and my mama has to buy another one for me? i have to save and scrimp.. it's so... argh!!! i dun care!!! i know it's my fault, it's my responsibilty, but still, i still want my shoes back and i still want to be unreasonable!!! i want to rant, i want to cry, i want to whine, i want someone to tell me a joke!!! sob... why... i miss pple telling me jokes.. i miss pple honging me... i typed a msg, wanted to ask you to tell me a joke, but i deleted away... cux i know it's no point... haiz... i just want you to console me cant meh??? bleahx! whatever. why dun you know my temper yet? hng!



sian! sob... and sophie is going to die... i know she wont die la... but still.. so sad, it's the last episode on wed... so soon... and i'll have no show to watch anymore.. haiz... must start mugging every night.. no tv programmes.. no nothing.. sobx...


why is money so important? haiz.. no money to buy S.H.E new album. no money to buy slippers. no money to pay bills. haiz. why? i reli hate this world! and why i cant seem to slim down? feel so fat! and so irritated. eating is the best hobby in the world. it makes me happy whenever i get to eat. but why isit tt, i must feel very mad at myslef aft each meal? whenever i weigh myslef, i'll feel irritated. why must it be lidat? why cant i eat and not get fat? argh. angry.


and im so angry at myself for making this whole blog full of anger! argh!


and im so angry at the whole elections thingy!!! can i say i dun care abt everything anymore? CAN I??? argh. whatever. so irritated with this entire thingy. seriously still contemplating whether to go on wed not. it's like... argh. whatever. im super pissed. angry!!!


i think im losing my sense. im losing gladys.


and to this person. pls get well soon. dun think too much and pls seek a professional psychologist. i think it's better yea? yuppx.. you can always have me as a listening ear alrightie? and remember, you are not a weakling! yuppx..


[simple thoughts] i duno what im ranting or doin. haiz.. losing my temper, losing my sense, losing my logic... haiz.. what happen? i need someone to bring it back to me.. to calm me down, to tell me jokes, to make me laugh. where are you den? and who is this someone?