[simplethoughts]
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回

Nono, i dont think any party is 挽回-ing this.
It's ok, I guess.
I really really duno how to express myself. I duno how to describe the way im feeling now... It's really... beyond words...

In life, we have to make many decisions. We are making decisions everyday. The moment you wake up, you decide what you want to do today and you decide your own feelings. You decide on feelings problem, financial problems etc. What kind of problems are the most difficult to deal with? I would say, feelings ba. We always complicate our feelings and amplify the problem.

Well, this time, i wont do that anymore. I will just let it rest.

Taking things for granted.
That's what most of us always do right?
I always have my bosom with me. I always have tuition jobs. I always have friends with me whenever i need one. I always have food and water. Things usually go my way. blah blah blah.
One day, Gladys, one day things will not go your way. You will not sail smoothly. You will crash, and turn around to realise that no one is by your side. That's when you are really alone.
Gladys, just wait and see. You will regret.

I'm learning to keep more and more things to myself =))